Samantha: I thought it couldn't get worse.. how stupid could I be?
We had to put Neko to sleep almost three weeks ago. Then Mau was put to sleep last Monday. And I thought this was rock bottom, wasn't it? It couldn't get worse.
My girlfriend contacts me.. she found her fiancee dead yesterday morning. We don't know how she died, but.. goddess.. that's beyond words. I wish I could rush to Montreal and be there for her.. but she's got friends, and that's something. I'm contacting my sensei to make an offering for this.. but it hit a little too close to home for me.
Her fiancee.. my friend.. was like us. She was both "Jace" and "Akiria".. and I've talked with both of them.. in fact, when Jace was having to first deal with Akiria, she came to me to help her understand what was going on, and how to cope. I got along well with both of them.. and now they're both gone.
And while my girlfriend has said her farewells to both.. I think most people will overlook Akiria.. and this is a fear I feel for myself as well.. if we pass on.. will it be Kit that most people remember and say goodbye to, and will the rest of us be overlooked? So I've asked my sensei to say prayers for both of them.
Goddess.. too much.